They Tried to Sell Me Salvation

A Four-Part Fiction

There I was in a Dollar Tree, not even trying to be cute. In fact, I was trying to figure out if I could grab lunch for less than two dollars and get back to my desk before my boss noticed I was gone for my 15-minute break.

Yet, he stopped me at the aisle’s end-cap. A whiff of fragrance hit my nose and I couldn’t tell if it was him or if a Lavender Fabuloso bottle leaked open somewhere.

This man was clearly from out of town. His unbuttoned white and gold Hawaiian shirt hung open, like this wasn’t mid-March in the Midwest and could blizzard or blaze in the blink of an eye.

I guess he had less worries at the time. 

What he was worried about at the moment was blocking my path.

“Hey,” it was hard to tell his age. He dressed like a Miami lover-boy, but there was something in his eyes. Something that read, he’s used to living.

I pause, unusually bemused by the moment,

“What’s up”

“How much?” 

Oh, just an empty offer.

I roll my eyes and throw out a ridiculous hurdle. He asks for my phone number.

Maybe it was the flicker of the dying fluorescent light, the fog of Fabuloso or that he seemed so willing so that I took him up on the offer and gave him phone number.

Box of oatmeal, peanut butter, tea.

Should hold me over for a few breakfasts in the cubicle.

Me and the dollar tree worker filled the air with enjoyable silence, just the beeps of efficiency slicing every second or so. Her hands manicured and bejeweled to a tee. The designs resembled a scene from Moana, but one hand outlined the burning volcano goddess and the other the joyful green one.

“Nice nails”.  I shared near the end of exchange.

She smiled, “Thank you darling, Receipt?”

“No thanks,” I grabbed the bag and breezed to the door, “Have a good one”

The bell jingling, like a prophecy on clearance, behind me.

6 PM 

When I finally hit the safety of homebase, his text startled me.

[Random Number] Were you still interested?

Since I hadn’t touched my back-up number in years, I knew exactly who it would be. 

[Me] And who could this be? 

[Random Number] King Midas baby. 

I laughed out loud. He might actually get a date for that one. 

[Me] : Ha! Careful what you manifest, Midas.
[Random Number] : You say that it’s not already happening.

I stared at the screen until the typing dots disappeared.

Maybe the universe really did keep receipts.

He offered to manifest a flight and had a date, time, and location in mind…his family was throwing a weekend jubilee near Niagara Falls. 

[King Midas]: I’d love for the chance to show you a good time. 

This guy seemed legit, but come on, flirtation could only get a man so far. 

[Me] Well what’s your real name then? 

[King Midas] Sage Love. Google me.

[Me] Maybe I will 😏

I tossed the phone aside and got back to the real carnival, cooking from the cupboards. Whether it was love or business. I could be the maiden and the maverick.

At work the next day, I did look him up.

Sage Love, a New York State heir tied to the oil magnates of the early industrial age. 

His Linkedin Read: Sage Love, 29, venture-capital mystic, founder of The Garden Collective.

I clicked through headlines and family trees. Sage Love—the kind of name you’d think came from a self-help guru, not a trust fund. His grandfather patented an industrial dye that once colored half the uniforms in World War II. His father “pivoted” to pharmaceuticals when peace broke out. Their estate funded one of those “legacy fellowships” for the humanities—how poetic.

It had been a while since I had dinner with destiny. I decided to let my thoughts dwell on the decision, real world work called after all.  

It was 2pm, I could tell because that’s when the sun could directly beam into the iris of my eyes.

A notification. 

$500 cash app deposit to my phone number from him, with a note (You still coming?)

I ♥️ it.

At least he had integrity, always a green flag to me. 

After 15 minutes, he follows up:

  • [King Midas] Well mademoiselle?
  • [Me] Hmm…how could I impose your honor? 😘

Curiosity, cash, and cosmic boredom are a dangerous cocktail.

The invitation came with a hotel confirmation and a QR code shaped like a heart.

Another notification.

Cashapp: $500.
Note: “For your trouble—or your outfit.”

I stared at the notification like it was a miracle or a minor miracle scam.

Either way, I screenshotted it. Every goddess deserves a stipend.

A follow up text read:

The Love Ball – a night of glamour, grace, and green energy.

It felt like a startup pitch deck disguised as a masquerade.

By Friday afternoon, the calendar reminder hit like divine comedy

“ The Love Ball – Formal Attire.”

Apparently, Sage’s family hosted it every spring—a benefit for environmental restoration projects, complete with champagne flutes, silent auctions, and the occasional senator pretending to compost.

I told myself it was networking.

Building social connections.

A chance to see what old money did with with a new generation. 

He’d already handled everything—flight, hotel, itinerary—like a man who believed logistics were love languages. At the airport, I found I had a window seat, again the sun beamed directly in my face, but this time it felt, like maybe fool’s gold could still matter.

I laughed to myself: manifestation really does have range.

There I was, in the limo headed to his estate. Niagara Falls, the world’s hydroelectric hooker of early industrial extraction by design. Where companies pumped and dumped by-products into canals and abandoned quarries. It was supposed to be a model community powered by clean hydro energy. 

When the project collapsed in 1910, leaving an empty canal—perfect for cheap waste storage.

Turns out Sage was only related to The town of Love Canal by marriage. His family strictly supported a sustainable energy vision now. I watched the factories blur by, and thinking about the love stories and landfills that fill entangle our timeline.

His estate was pristine though.

Up a hill and a mile off the road ,his home lived up to the name The Garden Collective. The lobby to the atrium glittered with sequins and legacy wealth—every step popped with a color of positive affirmation.

And there he was.

Gold-chain dripping, Like the son of Midas, waiting at the edge of  Eden. He smiled and waved for me to meet him at the top of the stairs.

“So glad you could make it,” He grabbed my hand and led me to a near-by bedroom.

“Look mister, we did NOT agree on that,” I stake that claim early.

At first he looked positively perplexed, then he offered a wry chuckle, “I got you some options for dinner.” 

He swung open the door to reveal a rack of clothes, various glitter dressed in shades of green. 

“I had some last minute funders show up, so the theme changed” 

I cocked an eye-brow. 

“Your outfit is magnificent of course,” his eyes-traced my body up-and-down, “we are just switching to green.” 

Being I chose black, I obliged to his offer to play Barbie.

“Meet me in the garden, when you’re done”

The dresses were exceptional, what I thought was a sequence was actually the finest pattens of beading woven into the dress. The designs seemed to blend and blur, but if I could finger on it, it seemed familiar. 

I chose a low-cut, high-cut barely there feather dress that would have made Josephine Baker jealous . The garden held a greenhouse that had a table set for an intimate affair. From the outside the greenhouse showed several people conversing informally. Yet, when I stepped in it was if, no one could see the outside after stepping in.

The walls were darkened and covered with fluorescent flowers.

The flowers made the air feel heavy which could best described as the fragrance of no smell at all. My finger couldn’t help to reach out to see what the flower was. Before I got too close, the heat of the petal frizzled near my skin. 

“You like that” Sage walked up behind me.

His breath carried that synthetic sweetness that made my neck hairs frizzle like the petals.

The flowers are embedded in black mirror panels to capture maximum energy while filtering out every trace of scent,” he explained, still grinning. “We get full use—as long as we pay the gardeners.”

Then I realized he wasn’t talking to me anymore; he was talking to the room.

The Phoenix Flower—his miracle—could be grown, harvested, and monetized. A bit of lipstick on the good ol’ DNA. He sold it like salvation in a bottle: purity with quarterly returns.

The mirrored walls lifted, petals glinting into a full-force pitch deck. Applause followed—sharp, metallic, palms hitting palms like rainfall on sheet metal. Sage smiled, all teeth and stock options.

Change takes courage, he said. I nodded, unsure which kind of courage this change needed.

The night switched to after-hours, all glitter; no glow.

Then Sage appeared—tailored, timed, and too precise, like he’d practiced the moment in a mirror that clapped back. He moved through the crowd the way water finds a drain: smooth, silent, inevitable.

His smile was calculated to the millimeter—warm enough for photos, cool enough for control. When a guest brushed his arm, he adjusted his cufflink before locking eyes with me.

“I knew you’d fit my purpose just right,” he said.

“Purpose or prop?” I asked.

He didn’t flinch; just glanced at his reflection in the champagne tower. “Same difference, when it works.”

I laughed. He didn’t.

Beneath the chandeliers, his gold looked earned. Up close, it looked like armor.

When the room relaxed, Sage reached for my hand and brought my to a funder.

He began, “This is my date…” .

I moved, “Nyra Nox” taking the man’s hand, steady as smoke. “Nice to meet you.”

“Exotic name. Good job, my boy.” The man clapped Sage on the shoulder.

While they talked about metrics, I slipped away; token trophy mission complete.

The fragrance followed me to the corridor, sweet yet, stale.

“Hey, wait!” His voice sliced through the hum of generators.

I didn’t.

To be continued 

Looking to the future and other writings.

Last week, I wrote about small moves you can take to plan for 2017. I hope you get to read it. This week, I’m just put some free-thought in response to what I wrote.

Why?

Well, I took this week to publish on the Pulse. I do that sometimes for my small business owners and community leaders. [Find my other writings from 2016 there 🙂 ]

So here we go:

Building off of 2016

2016 was a tough year.

Firstly, America’s existential crisis, was definitely a point of concern. I do hope we can find unity again.

Personally, this year I stepped up my presentation as a leader. As an INTP, I am super comfortable hiding behind my work. Look at the good work I do and let’s move forward to do more. As an employee or an assistant that makes me ideal, but as a leader of a budding non-profit, it is completely ineffective.

A leader listens to their community and responds in-kind. While I was always strong at the listening part, this year I really boosted the response part. They asked for more presence I created a monthly newsletter; more engagement – we added meeting activities and in-between events; more communication – we revamped our meetings, developed workshops, and gave even more details reports! All of this I would have never found the energy to do, if it wasn’t for their need.

A leader listens to their community and responds in-kind.

Yet, learning the balance between being present as a leader and finding energy as an introvert, was no simple feat. I learned to say no to wasteful-time sinks, yet so no to work during my agreed-upon free time. I listened to my body and gave it rest when required, and I never over-loaded my day, making sure to be aware of my meeting availability over the course of a month.

In 2017, I hope to be more present in the world of higher education. While, I love writing to help us all find our personal success, and running local and online economic empowerment initiatives, my true passion is higher education. Shifting how we draw out the success of adults from a systemic level will truly help achieve my vision of showing the world the trillion-dollar value of education. I hope to find time to meet with people during my professional career at the university, and eventually present myself on a person that likes to build communities that form a culture around the love of  self-development.

That long conversation…

When I meditated on my self and my higher purpose, I found that I finally feel as if I shifted into the groove of being passionate about what I produce. Now it’s a matter of producing consistently and intelligently.

So, I want to be even more efficient with my time in 2017 and to find ways more meaningful ways to connect with the people I care about more often.

Strive for More…

My greatest dream for 2017 is to grow Limitless Ambition’s (the non-profit) and Empower NOW’s (the network) community and to find better ways to serve their success.

On the blog, I hope to hone in and help you take meaningful moves to build your authentic success.

My fantasy is to head to an international beach for a week, something blue and sandy.

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A week will do.

Honing in…

To review, serving others is going to be a key focus for 2017. I will shift from putting the work first to putting the heart first and instilling it into my intents and actions. Should be an interesting shift for a get-it-done girl like me.

Action Steps 

  • Call at least one friend and one family member per week.
  • Provide high-quality help to least two small businesses a quarter.
  • Give away highly valuable resources that I know others would find help on a weekly or monthly basis.
  • Offer one highly-useful workshop, webinar, or tool per month to help people grow the authentic [small business/nonprofit] success.
  • Set a budget for a beach trip and save 🙂
  • Have lunch with one new or familiar colleague at least twice a month.

So there’s the quick personal plan for 2017. What are some action steps you want to take during the next year? Comment below!

How Writing an Ebook Automatically Boosts Your Microbusiness Success

We are doing an exciting new challenge for our meetup group this month! Many of us are small business owners or nonprofit leaders and writing for planning, marketing, or sales is something that we will always do.  So inspired by NaNoWriMo we are spending time writing an ebook, which roughly half the word count of a nonfiction novel.

Some of us are still participating in the novel challenge as well because honestly, we are a really flexible group! Write what you want as long as you write is what I say!

Why? Well, there is something very powerful about writing AND even a  good rough draft it helps improve your business.

Here are some good reasons to write:

Long-term marketing tool:

Where do your customers get to delve deep into your business or organization? If you are a micro-business, like I am right now, a lot of the delving deep comes from one-on-one meetings. Imagine giving your community a review of what you do by giving them a book that explains their problem and/or how to solve it. Having a place to point clients, customers and investors so they get to know your brand better and saves hour long meetings for priority initiatives.

Long-term strategy tool: 

When you write, as a focus on your purpose, you have to think it through. The act of writing allows you to actively reflect on the deeper connections that you know exist in your business. Writing allows you to realize your subconscious guide in a safe way. Have a mapped out philosophy behind the product or service you offer is a safe step towards playing out your business before taking a bigger risk.

Teach others 

Sometimes people are not fully prepared to use your product or services. By organizing an ebook you give yourself and your community a logical path to the solution you provide. Use your ebook to educate others so they are prepared to work with or buy from you.

Save Time

Break down the ebook (25000 words) into 25 (1000 word articles) An article for every week for over 6 months or an article a month for two years!! While fresh content is useful, having a backup reservoir of posts in the form of a past ebook can save you a lot of content production time.

There are four good reasons, although I am sure there is plenty more! If you’ve written an ebook for your business before drop a link to it in the comment section and share how writing it has benefitted you.